So What!

This is my second attempt at writing this entry. The first one went bonkers due to a click of something and I cannot retrieve the draft. Bah!

This is a much needed weekend for me. The whole process of job-hunting (wait, no. I should say the whole process of thinking whether the previous job suited me and then followed by the job-hunting process) was somewhat stressful. I’ve not really had the time to actually rest my mind from serious thinking. Sometimes I don’t know why I’m doing this to myself. Really. I mean some people know very well what they want to do from the very start. It’s been 4 years for me and I’m still searching. I hope my search ends here. Haha..but let’s just see! It may not be a high-flying job and I don’t know where it’ll bring me to next but I believe in excelling in what you do no matter how small it is. I don’t like the feeling being in a job where I know I cannot excel no matter how hard I try. Accomplishment is very important to me.

Adapting to changes is what I’ll be doing for the coming weeks. From driving a shorter route to work, parking at a different place, paying more expensive parking fees, still paying the same toll, adjusting to new working hours, looking at new faces, learning the culture and fitting into the environment, dressing up, paying more for food, learning new stuff out of my job scope because I don’t really have a main task yet for the time being, getting to know my colleagues, opening my mouth, staying positive all the time, being brave, protecting myself and etc…

Met up with 2 of my darlings on Saturday and I had the chance to become a little crazy after being very proper and all during my first week of the new job. Watched Marley & Me. Makes you laugh and makes you cry. You’ll like if you’re a dog lover or you’ve owned a pet.


Photo by Barry Wetcher/20th Century Fox

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