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Item 5 and 6 didn’t materialise. *sob sob*

So I spent the rest of the day watching television. From Akademi Fantasia Concert (repeat), Project Superstar on 8TV to AEC’s special programme on Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong, our All-England and Swiss Open Badminton Doubles Champions.

Akademi Fantasia Season 5 is very very good. I think it’s the best so far. The interview and story about Koo and Tan was very interesting and heart-warming. I like to see how close-knit a family they come from.

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Sometimes I like this feeling. Sometimes I don’t. I have been staring at the phone for the whole day. Hoping to see a certain name appear. So each time the phone beeped or rang, I would rush to the phone, only to find that it’s not the name that I was hoping for. I tell you la. Some perempuan…are very leceh one. And I’m one of those perempuan la!

I am now portrayed like an inconsistent graph.

If the phone rings and the screen is flashing with the name I hoped to see, I suddenly have invisible wings and I fly up to the sky in an instance.

When the phone doesn’t ring, I’m like a lost lamb.

This will go on for I don’t know how long.