It is very absurd but I am actually feeling dreadful about the coming Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, New Year’s Eve and New Years Day. People around me have got activities lined up. I don’t know what I want to do. Well, let’s just say I know what I want to do. I want to spend time with him. I’ve got a wedding dinner of my neighbour’s on Christmas Eve and I want him to come with me.
The thing is I don’t know if he will be free and I’m afraid to ask because the answers from him aren’t positive lately. A bit dejected. Very dejected. Absolutely dejected. Totally dejected.
Dear Santa, send me some love!