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Insect is flying mercilessly, I’m going to bed!

I am so sad to announce that I have thrown away a round tin of Swiss Chocolate. Siapa suruh simpan-simpan dan tak makan cepat-cepat? Tengok sekarang ni, nak makan pun tak boleh dah!

I threw it away because I tried opening another tin of Swiss Chocolate and discovered something. The reason why I bought it is because of the silver tin. Very nice. Anyway, it’s called “Swiss Classic Collection”.

Remembering what Mummy told me about the chocolate bar she opened that has got worms in it, I figured to examine the chocolates I was about to eat to make sure I don’t eat any worms. Usually, I don’t check my chocolates when I eat them.

When I took out one small piece of chocolate still in its wrapper, I found something sticking on to it. It wasn’t a worm but something like an insect’s nest or whatever it is. Just a small one. Like a caterpillar going to morph into a butterfly. Just that this is not slimy nor moving but static and dead.

So I threw it away because to open the wrapper, I would have to touch that thing I don’t have a name to give it. I took another piece and tore open the wrapper to find a worm wriggling happily on the inside wrapper. So, I tried my luck with another piece and to be given the same fate. So I didn’t want to open the rest. Threw the remaining chocolates away, not many though and keep the silver tin.

Then, I wanted to try my luck with the round tin, which I just told you earlier that I threw it away. When I opened the tin, something flew out of it. Yes, something FLEW out of it. Can you imagine that? I cannot. But something FLEW out of it.

I suspect it to be a moth but I cannot see properly because blocking it from flying into my face or my eyes with my hands. Then I quickly close the tin and peeped inside through the transparent cover to find something similar to the first chocolate I had in my hands. The insect nest thingy or whatever shit it is.

This is a little bigger and surrounding it was something cotton-like, a web or so. So I just threw the whole tin away even though I know I could have braved myself to take out the chocolates in it and try to unwrap one by one and eat those without worms. But I dah tak larat dah.

I don’t know why but yesterday a bee came to visit me while I was watching the news on the tv. Heard something buzzing but couldn’t find it. When I turned and looked at the pillow next to me on the sofa, a bee was resting on it. Wah!

I jumped like a lady in ecstasy.

Took the pillow and bang it against the grill door but bee ain’t moving. Why? Bee? Why?

So I threw back the pillow on to the sofa, bee flew away somehow.

Tonight as of writing this, there is an unknown insect flying around within the surrounding of my computer. I’ve never seen this insect before so that’s why it’s scary. Can please fly away or not insect? I don’t want to kill you so please don’t harm me. Just fly away.

Enough already!

Ada tak orang yang panggil saya Monster instead of my name Grace?

Ada.

Memang ada!

And you think it’s very funny, kan?

And so…I tak nak jadi monster dah.

Sebab mood aku bagus, I want to list down my new year’s resolution, whether or not it will materialise is another question.

1. Be more patient. It’s like it’s never enough. Sometimes I think I have lots of it but then I need some more.

2. Learn a new language. I’m waiting for a friend’s signal. He say go, I will go. Muahaha!

3. Indulge in McDonald’s Prosperity Burger. This is simple because I completed it today. Hehe.

4. Dress up to work. Although there is no potential opposite sex in the office to attract, I’m just doing my self-confidence a little boost. The working environment is more casual than my previous workplace but at times, I put on my formal three quarter long sleeve shirt. In stripes. I have so many stripe shirts. Cos why? I suka.

5. Work like I don’t need money.

6. Eat more fruits and vegetables.

7. Exercise. I’m so bloody lazy one lor, you know or not?

8. Get married. You can pretend you didn’t hear or read anything.

9. That I would be good.

Because I didn’t wish Mum goodbye today before I left for work.

And I didn’t wave goodbye as what I normally would do from the car.

However, I came home and called out to her as loud as I could and she responded from the kitchen. Sometimes, when you don’t know what else to do, just forget about what happened and start with a clean slate.

Don’t know how long this would last because I know it will bound to repeat as it always do. But till then, I’ll try to please her in every way I can. Pleasing others can be a difficult thing to do when it means making yourself feeling unpleasant. She’s my mum and I don’t have any choice, do I? I make it sound like so bloody hard like that. But don’t worry. I’m alright. Not the first time, ain’t going to be the last.

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A friend commented that I have been a bit down recently, ever since the new year. You know, you may be right. My temper is very short-lived these few days. I snap very easily. I’m tired of holding back because the same thing keeps repeating over and over again. I was writing a ranting post but have not completed it and may not even complete it because it would be too hard to read. But I feel better now anyway after writing about it even if it goes unpublished. In short, Mummy and I am not getting along really well to the point where I talked back. I hardly ever talk back but my patience has got a limit. I think I’m turning into a monster.

I want to have a better week ahead. I really need it.

Anyway, this is Sheepy, new friend of Foo Foo and Pooh in Cardiff. Say hello!